except to your own girlfriend.
Anna here, Anna there. Why don't you for once, channel those enthusiasm to your own girlfriend instead?
Have you ever paid enough attention to her feelings?
NO.
Have you ever ask yourself if she's doing ok?
NO.
Do you really think i love schooling and not spent time with you? NO again Jack.
But i have no choice. Because i paid a hell lot of money for this education, and the only thing I can do is to finish it.
Do you know why i cry everyday, not having that strength to feel happy with what I have now? Because i want to get married to you, and that's far from possible. I know, I can never save enough, because all i do is pay for my car and school loan. and that sucks.
SO ARE YOU HAPPY NOW JACK!? ARE YOU, REALLY!?
because, i'm nothing but a whore. god, i fucking hate you now.
because while you are out there giving other girls words of approval and encouragement on their dreams, you turn to me and make me feel like a piece of shit.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
perfection.
all the happiness are short-lived.
when you think there are sunshine after the rain, there is. but that doesn't mean it won't rain again. the rain poured heavier than before. and the next thing you know, you're drenched in tears of regretting the things you didn't do when you should and the things you shouldn't say when you say.
you go through a great mile to save a relationship that's torn and when it's all fixed, you spent the next few months looking at the stitches and start questioning yourself how it got there. that's when u finally realized, it was never fixed.
people always resent everything to fate. but truth is, it's just another word to be used as an excuse to heal a broken heart.
when u gave me that blue roses, it came along with a card. a card that carries a lot of hope. that's the reason why i gave us another chance. but you kept the thorns with you, and stabbed that bubble of hope i had today. just a day ago, i was gushing about how great things were. how it felt like the first time we met. but today, i'm back to where i was. feeling broken all over again.
i'm not perfect. and i'm not even near perfection, but i tried my best to be perfect in your eyes. but i guess, i can never be that girl.
whatever happened to you & me against the world?
i guess it's never forever & ever babe.
when you think there are sunshine after the rain, there is. but that doesn't mean it won't rain again. the rain poured heavier than before. and the next thing you know, you're drenched in tears of regretting the things you didn't do when you should and the things you shouldn't say when you say.
you go through a great mile to save a relationship that's torn and when it's all fixed, you spent the next few months looking at the stitches and start questioning yourself how it got there. that's when u finally realized, it was never fixed.
people always resent everything to fate. but truth is, it's just another word to be used as an excuse to heal a broken heart.
when u gave me that blue roses, it came along with a card. a card that carries a lot of hope. that's the reason why i gave us another chance. but you kept the thorns with you, and stabbed that bubble of hope i had today. just a day ago, i was gushing about how great things were. how it felt like the first time we met. but today, i'm back to where i was. feeling broken all over again.
i'm not perfect. and i'm not even near perfection, but i tried my best to be perfect in your eyes. but i guess, i can never be that girl.
whatever happened to you & me against the world?
i guess it's never forever & ever babe.
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