moving forward.

we will never find the perfect one. we create the perfect one by accepting their imperfections.

tgif.

When we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves.
-Victor Frankl

thank god it's friday!
i want to sleep through my weekends, and wake up to a better weekday.
skip the monday blues!

one tough week. and it got even tougher when my pillar of strength is weakening.
i guess at one point of time, you just have to learn to walk on your two feet no matter how crippled you are. the journey is slow and painful, but once you've reached your destination, it's all worth it.

and it's because, i did it all by myself.

shitty week.

feel like fuck.
and you're not even there.

you have time to do other things, but you can't even spare a minute of your time for me.
and when i take the initiative to do the calling, you got pissed off cause i disrupt 1 minute of your sleep.

selfish.
you know what, i shouldn't even be bothered. like you said, i have so much on my plate. why do i need to get affected for the things that you didn't do, right? why should i even bother checking on how you're doing when i'm the last thing that's on your mind.

im whiny. im naggy.
bla bla bla.

STFU.

LIKE ENOUGH ALREADY.

people will never understand what i go through because they are not in my shoes. for once, stop being judgemental over what you see with your naked eyes. because when it come to life choices, what you see is not necessary what you think. it involves emotional tortures and sometimes family ties too.

yes, how i did it was wrong. but have you ever questioned yourself, why i did the wrong? friends are friends, but be logical please. im sick and tired of explaining myself, which i shouldn't in the first place. im not pathetic like him, sticking his ass in people's face just to prove himself right. well, smart people would have guessed why the decision is made.

well, at least im thankful, for the people who stayed with me during the difficult times. true friends doesn't necessarily be someone whom you would hangout everyday, they are those who offered their shoulder to cry on when i needed most. and yes, you suck. au revoir.