i've decided to delete all my past entries.
i don't want to be reminded of the hurtful events and neither would i want it to be blinded of my true feelings.
yes, im still hurting. but so what?
people get hurt, they pick themselves up and they move on. life is like a walking stage, no matter how screwed you are, the show must go on. this pain will heal with time.
to the two ladies, i think whatever you girls did are just so uncool.
i may have an entire repertoire of curse words to illustrate the level of frustration being felt, but i shan't waste my breathe. because that will just show that im no different.
during this difficult time, i learn one thing; forgive yourself. If you discover that your indiscretion may have seemed like a good idea at the time, but now colors your world with fear, guilt, and regret - learn from it. While your actions may have been wrong, they also may be just what you needed in order to see yourself, flaws and all, more clearly. Through all the anguish and turmoil, this is a chance to grow and strengthen yourself and your beliefs, and emerge a better and stronger person.
and if that is done, forgive your partner. be thankful that you have another day spent with him. always see it as the glass is half filled, not half empty.
when you made your promise yesterday, i kept having the thoughts of quitting.
is it really worth the pain?
and i had my answer today, yes it is.
i fell in love with you for one reason, you. and if we want to excel in this relationship, then we've got to start accepting our imperfections.
Allah is fair. we had our good times together and we may be going through a hard time now, but we have to keep reminding ourselves that if He brings us to it, He will bring us through it.
p/s : will you still love me tomorrow?
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